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Jul. 11th, 2016 | 06:52 am

do some medications stifle creativity? if it involves massive brain flutterings.

not that anything was too good of ideas.

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not feeling creative much

Jan. 31st, 2015 | 01:17 pm

so everything is still here, and not eaten.
it seems LJ eats old old entry, or is that just for groops

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Jun. 1st, 2012 | 04:18 pm

brain melted. dooot.

nothing to see now. move on.
much sadness.

*le sigh*

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Nov. 20th, 2011 | 07:48 pm

i don't want to wipe it all clean. but this blight of the past is terrible. blarg.

it is good to be calm, medicated and stay away from some people

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Jun. 10th, 2011 | 07:19 am

everything disappered, i need to save them. my characters, beloved characters, your names are forgotten, your purposes. what you do.
I can't let that slip. I need to rerember you here. only here? it's public and you could be stolen, or perhaps someone will help me let you 'live"

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Jul. 14th, 2010 | 11:46 am

looking back everything is embrassing. my creativity, syntax. not that i better the communication. i'll leave this here. I need to find the name of one of the characters . I could use the name if i play megaten on line.

the Solonamei. or what ever the name is. I tried to combine salome with solanaceae to make solaneameia or somethings...........
what is his last name. or whas that the last name? Salvradi. such stupid names
the sorrowful one who goes by "you save people by nulling existance, the world without strife is the world that does not exist. you save people from them self by removing the reason they suffer, the suffering is because they are"


salvation by destruction.
there should be more to him though.

and I found Kamari is a name that means "enemy of desire". coool. i dind't know. it sounds cool so it is, one of the 'surname' of another character
the name salome means peace

combining the name with the scientifc name for the night shade family=cool or stupid?

wtf salvradi is a name? what does it mean

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May. 26th, 2010 | 06:46 pm

this place is dead,and i'ms till not sure now to use it

run to in in my fits of "bahwhahahahwhwa" and tirades and fits
and wafty words which come and go very fast, in psudo "sage like' ways

it feels like a step back thought

not that im a real multiple or have a therian zoo in my brain,

i'm just not feeling to good now, down, blah, maybe the medications do stuff.
I don't know how to be creative and write magical deep fiction.

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May. 26th, 2010 | 06:40 pm

i make beautiful and tragic epiphany
destroy what you don't understand
destroy what you cannot control
what you don't bother to understand, feel, accosatie with

I am human.

or so.


is wrecking things the copout, it is easier to do things, break the world is eaiser than save and perserve.

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the history was painfull to read

Jan. 23rd, 2010 | 08:53 pm

i went back looking for a character's name. Haata or something..

holy crap i'm insane. retarded. no better than that 21 year old at deivant art who writes finding nemo fan fiction with Jesus in it.

mangaled names, gibberish.
good thing i'm medicated now.
aside the fact the allergie ones pretty much say they can cause some kind of OCD panic attacks.

I won't delete them. but i'm not happy about it.
i thought I was cool. but i'm like the kid with a load of disordrs trying to make a coherent story. that boy's stories of Spyro characters, Rocky and Bullwinkle, Jesus, Finding Nemo fish, and who else are more artfully exicuted than mine. or my characters.

help? no it is no use.
i want complication. elaboration. a flower with thousands of petles each a story in their own right, with connections to the others.

i want a panthion of sorts. gods, humans, monsters, angels, demons.

ahh now where was that entry with the psycomp character. his name was hatta or haata or something

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Jan. 14th, 2010 | 06:46 pm


ogghh cool

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